Words. Meaningless. Actions. Late. Tears. All that is left.
Why? Will there ever be an answer to this question? Do we not deserve that? Does his family not deserve that? When a person is taken too early in thier life, shouldn't we know why? I try and comprehend what it means. He is gone. He is no longer among us. My sadness can choke me up but it will not silence me. David was a good friend of mine a little while back but I have never forgotten him. He had that uncanny ability to become such a presence that it if you spent enough time with him, you would always remember him. His charm was disarming, his charisma was bigger than the universe. He could drive me the brink of madness, then gently pull me back in. Why did I lose contact with him? I wish I never did. I wish I responded to his calls. Why are people so damn stupid. Who the fuck did I think I was? Was I too good for that? An absolute nobody like me should never act like I dont need friends. What an idiot I am. I wanted the best for David. I have all these memories with him, all these good times, and I threw it all away. I remember his smile. I remember his passion for music. I remember his knowledge of football that I only wish I had. I remember his famous "Davisms" he went around telling everbody. And I mean everybody. We could be in a meeting with the bosses of the company and there he is "...where the rubber hits the road!" My heart goes out to Unilove. I knew here before I met David, and I can thank her for introducing me to him. She is one of my best friends...and it pains me so to not know what to say to make it better. Such good people as David and Unilove, are so hard to come by. These are the friends you cherish forever.
David, please forgive this fool. I never forgot you and I never will. Your lasting lesson to me is now to never lose contact with the friends that meant so much to me. I will not dissapear again. I am not a religous person, but you dont need to be to know that David is not gone. He is here, in Unilove and in his daughter. He is watching over them just as he was before.
Rest in Peace old friend and thank you for being a part of my life.
3 comments:
He loved you, Carlos, as a great friend, and respected you deeply. He enjoyed working with you those years, but the friendship went beyond work.
We all got that same lesson, to never take anyone for granted, and that if we care, we need to show it and live it...
You are a great person, have been so good to my brother and me, have earned the respect and friendship of Sadromeo (no easy matter!) and we miss you.
However, David has let us know we need to do more than acknowledge it, we need to live it.
You are in our small but loved circle of friends...
/hugs
Unilove
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